- dear , if no choice i really hope that you can try to detechment it -

Today was just a bad day .. Since when i was reach to school ..
suddenly , alot people ad know what happen to the j , k .
So , when she was telling me this story was just make me so depressing !! ( and i was crying for this too , haiz..because my eye also beh tahan jor..that's too over ! )
i really can't believe him will say this kind of thing to her..that's was really hurt !! you know ??
But until now, i also can't too comfirm what they wan or think it.. also hope anyone don't be too deteriorate ! ~ just be silent thx -
So dear , i really hope that you can happy always and if you wanna cry you can out loud !!
just really hope you can don't be too depressing again ~~ k?
Or maybe i can say is the god think that you two was inconvenience leh ? or maybe you two did'nt have the fate huh?? ( just taking example , don't misunderstand )
just try to accept anything that already happen , face it and brave it ok ?
i will always be your side and i really don't wan to see you become so down ler !!
always surpport and loving you at the same time ~~
- the end -

- happy b'day bing ee , and paiseh for late update -

A few days ad didn't update my blog ..
At the last saturday we was celebrate his b'day at jusco.. And i was late..then have been 11.++ reach there..but me 2 ++pm only reach there go sing k a while with them . then straight go watch a movie name i ad forget jor..haiseh ~ ( paiseh lor.) but it's such a horror movie but is have abit gan jiong wan.. ( But not coming soon and the what i think is call 30 days de..haha..really forget what name jor..ki siao !! )
Then we have seem finish the movie..all also saying the same thing is VERY COLD !! hahaha..
anyway, i wish bing ee can all the dream come true and have a great life for him ya !
- need to stop , because need to continue my game X-DO . -
just a lil'bit things to say here first ^ bye : )

- getting worse now -

Today i was going to school .. and the time was 12.10pm after the moral class..
my HEART was suddenly come a pain !!! walao ! i really beh tahah and it's really was soo pain man !!!! ( example like have people pulling your hair very hardly nia ! )
so my friend was warning me must really go see doctor..if not getting more worse..
But i don't wan..because i scare need to da zhen or take my blood ..ish ! that's SOO pain !
So after the school..and thx jasmine for helping me to take my bag ya ~ it just so pain and i really no energy to take thing's ler..
And i was happy and feel lucky that today was my mummy fetch me back..if not i really don't know who can bring me to hospital/clinic le..
When i was in the clinic..i walk in to the room..the Doctor first eye saw me ad know I'm having gastric !! lols !!
Then when he talk to me.. my heart was getting pain ler..then he feed me eat medicine 4 scoop !! ( he telling me that cannot eat too much spicy food and face too much computer ler..if not later long will have gastric cancel !!! ) that's scary and malu !! T-T don't laugh on me lol..haiz..

And now was at home playing msn and xDO too..haha..still the same..but really need to take a time rest more ler..
stop here ler.. bye
have a nice day and really hope my heart can getting better..don't so xia sui let doctor feed me eat medicine le.. : (

- what's wrong to my heart's ? ! - about spicy food or face too much computer ?

just few days ago.. my heart was like getting pain and pain ..

i don't know why.. And i also don't know what's wrong to my heart ?! ( isit eat too much spicy things or facing to the computer a long time ? )

I really don't know what can i do.. So today i didn't go school , cause when i was wake at 5.50am..my fulled body was SO pain and ex specially is my HEART ! it's super duper pain !

And i not feeling wanna go to see doctor also..

so my mum just calling me at home more and rest drink water more also..

haiz.. getting worse jor ..sometimes also no mood to go school..

i don't wanna be like this ! yucks ! i hate myself !

anyway , I'll try my best to take care more nicely my body and health..

the most important thing's is don't make my family feel pity to me too !!

stop to here first , next time when i free only updated ..

bye .

- the day of pyramid , jusco , neway with family gathering -

( i love this dress so much ! but it's expensive ) mango

Yesterday just when to pyramid with my sister and after pyramid then straight go jusco again..

ANd take some picture at there too ~( haha , my mango again . lols.. )

After that , the time was around 7.40 pm , we reach the new shopping center name call CENTRO to sing k with family it's for our gathering .. ( and i'm sorry my dear jac ~ i really don't wan to ffk to you,because i understand the feeling who let ppl ffk , pls forgive me and don't mind ! i felt so sad too that i can't go the dinner with you. haiz.. T_T )

We reach there , the time it's was 8.15 u .. first when we in the karaok ( neway) , it's look very cool and fresh , but we in to the room . and it is so kns man ! ( unless greenbox is much better man ! ) you know why? let me tell you here . .

i try the mike to sing , the sound was just feel soo scary and keep on eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ this time i can very sure i din't scream and shout le ! it's true , and still got very loud de ( hui yin ) ps , don't know how to say in english . this chinese , and i can really say inside the room was so noisy nia .. ish yer !!

BUt anyway , we have enjoy yesterday night . felt soo tired now , need to stop ler..

bye , take care ..

- wow ! today really was a great day for me -

hehe .. today really was my great day and i was damn happy that my mom today like siao siao xia let me go sino net meet my friend's there .. ( the point is she no mind i din't go to school . and i ask her : mee , can i go to sino net meet my friend there ? then mom answer : huh?why you wanna go there? continue i answer : because i need to do folio and same need to play X-DO with friend's and i wan level up ~ then you know wht she answer ? for anyone sure will TIO ZHA DE ! she said : ok la,if you ready done le,tell me.i fetch you go..that time i was really get shock jor !!!!! you know why i need to say like this ? because last time my mom very hate student go this kind of place de,because she felt that was dangerous and alot bad ppl will going there to kacao..lols.. ( anyway , i really so happy that my mom de thinking will be better than better ! )
But , when it was around like 5.45 am wake up , walao ! i really felt soo all my body are so pain nia , and no voice to say things too ! damn PEK CEK AND PAINFUL AT THE TIME !! ( because yesterday i was going to green boxx celebrate my sis'b'day . sing until 3.am only back home !! ) hmm .. so i'm just sitting at the bed and drink some water .. after a while ,finally my voice and body was ok abit jor ~ damn shuang ! and all my friend's ad at 7.00am reach there de..just left me haven in ~ haha..
So i at 9.30 am reach there lor..then when i was start to sit , i first game was play the X-DO . ! i really love it this game ! and one more , ( left 4 dead )so gan jiong and funny nia .. xD
anyway , i really have enjoy this day ! love it much : )
bye . take care , have a nice day ~~

- today is such a un-lucky day -

hmm .. today is such a un-lucky day for me ..
And , today we exam perdagangan time is at 12.05p.m.until 1.05p.m.
We must at 7.30 a.m wait until time 12.05pm only can exam..walao,we at class and the time was just so boringzzz man !!
So we all form 4 student's was walk to stair there to chit-chat , play..
After that , the time is around like 10.00a.m , then have two teacher was from first floor up to third floor . and we alot ppl was running and keep on hide le..
so there just less - me , rebecca , snj . and a few boys which is ah lee , kwee hoe , hock seong .. ( ISHHHHH )
Then the two teacher was call us to go office to kao tim we all wor..
Reach there , teacher one by one ask why we must at stair there sit and ponteng ? and they wan our reason and bla bla .. sibeh noisy and just like chicken scream wan let ppl kill nia .. ( still cakap kita punya muka nampak monkey , kamu punya more *&%$#@#*@#@% ) haha . can't spell out , later they sure tulan .. : (
So the snj kena the mark is total 128 !!!!!! walao . the two teacher sibeh kao lat , keep on write their pattern how worse and say they no respect teacher la..bla bla blah .. sibeh noisy !
but mine , rebecca and others boy was just only 2 marks .. aiya, cin cin cai cai la.. Since the teacher say got around 20 ++ ppl was ponteng , but around 12++ ppl was pass to run .. just less us . So teacher keep on ask us who are them that have ponteng de? and what was their name ? we one also no say , cause however , i know this is also a school and we how also really must respect the teacher .. but guys , you think teacher at school will so freice and rude . you think they really was like that de person ? let me tell you ,actually every teacher have their good and nice de one side : )
So anyway , today i din't angry teacher at all , i just think if we ponteng sure must know the answer sure will get kena jor de.. so better diam diam ..
Just only feel today is a un-lucky day . : (
Stop here first , continue my game XDO . hahas ~
bye . have a nice day : )

tagged by charmaine , chye yan , jaclyn , nicole's

Tagged by CHERMAINE , CHYE YAN , JACLYN , NICOLE
1.What is your real name?
* IRYNN *
2. Do you like it?
* OF COZ .. AND I FEEL IS A SPECIAL SPELL .. XD *
3. Are you single or taken?
* ALWAYS IN SINGLE , NOT REALLY NEED A BF YET . *
4. Your current age?
* 16 *
5. Your current feelings right now?
* HMM .. NOT REALLY HAPPY . CAUSE FRIEND PROBLEM HAVEN SETTLE WELL LOL.. : ( *
6. What are your hobbies?
* HOHO , MY HOBBI SIBEH MUCH LOR.. ERM, SINGING , KI SIAO , SWIMMING , PLAYING GAMES , EAT , AND ALOT MORE.. *
7. Who are you currently missing the most?
* ERM.. NOT REALLY HAVE..BUT OF COZ IS MY FAMILY THE MOST : ) *
8. If you are in school, the principle allows you to wish for anything, what would it be?
* MUAHAHAHA ! I SURE WILL WISH JUST LIKE : ANY HAIR STYLE ALSO CAN , BRING PHONE ALSO NO PROBLEM , WEAR OUR OWN-SELF SHIRT .HATE SCHOOL UNIFORM , ISH ! THAT'S IT . *
9. Who inspires you the most?
* NO ONE *
10. Do you believe in miracles?
* SOMETIMES .. *
11. One miracle that God showed in your life?
* HMM .. MAYBE WILL .. *
12. Favourite song?
* ALL IN LADY GAGA *
13. Name 3 random things that you love to do.?
* CHIT-CHAT , PLAY GAMES , READ STORY BOOK *
16. 3 random things that you dislike?
* HATE PPL TO JUDGE ME , LITTLE BIT THING ALSO WILL SIMPLY THINK AND ANGRY , MOUTH SMELLY DE PPL. *
18. Tag this quiz to 6 people!
* as you like if you wanna do *

- pass was gone , after 17 will become better ?

in love with white colour : )

Today is a summer day .. and i was alone at home ..

Ntg to do .. just sit at the floor and think something of my future and what i need to do when i was 18 years old .. hmm ..

first , i think.. sure will miss all my friend and won't give up for my spm : (

second , now school have alot guys become very rude and pattern also very bad , and some was change alot ,not like last year so nice jor..i think they'll regret when they was 18 over bah ++ ..lols..

third , i don't know whether our relationship still can like at school so close and good or not ? and i give a answer is : i can't comfirm yet , because anyone sure will get change .

four , hmm .. alot of friend's ask why i no guy like me , kao me ? is because i was fat or too big size or too high so boy can't fix me ? muahahahaha..that's weird and funny : ) but for me,if really got ppl wanna kao me , i also won't ignore it or except it , because i really very enjoy my life ,mean's like freedom is great ~ i think 20 years old only think about it bah.. because still young , cannot waste it .

fiv , i will think to do a model if i really can become slim ? because really have alot of my friend's and family was calling me to be a model , because they said i have the look , tall . but just only the body still bo ngam..haha.. so i think after my spm when during the holiday , i will get a fitness for myself . must really work hard !

that's my thinking of today ^^ i really hope all can be the best and well .

DCT ~ ( god bless too ) heik .

enjoy , bye : )

- akaun , irynn leong ai yuen -

hmm .. long hair le , but no need to worry my dear friend,i was not planing to cut jor .. i will keep it until the day when i was feel boring only cut it : ) hoho

hmm .. i can say now i always at home doing all the homework just only the one subject is > AKAUN <>

But just really don't know why i will become so in love do the akaun..lols..

however , just hope from now until the end from i was form5 , my akaun still can became more improve and well : ) ( god bless me ) thx ~

so is time to start ss .. hehe : ) check it out ~

when i was free will continue bah,because is getting busy ..because of .. AKAUN LOR.. lame right ? muahahahahaha ~~ ..

- anything will be normal -

So now , i think a very long time ad .. and ask some of my friend's de comment jor ..
I know what i need to do ad ~
What thing also don't care jor .. anything will be ok and nothing de..and i know we sure cannot like last time so close ad : (
And i won't delete my blog that i had write about you, because i no need to listen what people say and do ~ i'm just wanna say all about my thinking and idea.. that's just be so easy and peace ~
Hmm .. bTw , i won't care what people do or add any salt to us .. just as you all like la.. i no comment = . =
anything just will like normal .
thx ~

- i will say anything at here right now -

hey ~ anybody ! please see and what i write ! today i just hear that some people was saying you think if i delete the blog that i write you,then i wan you forgive me ? huh? paiseh lor .. i can very sure that i din't say and think this kind of thing to my friend's too .. i'm just say : if i really wanna delete my blog of the part that i write you , i will respect you and i will do it , and i just only think if i delete jor maybe will make us feeling more better .. But i really din't say if i delete the part that i write you delete ad,then i force you to must forgive me , but this thing i really don't know which guys go add vinegar and salt ! that's was so WU KU ! ( I CAN VERY SURE I DIN'T THINK AND SAY THAT )
anyone please don't misunderstand me anymore ..
but i also need to say my feeling , i'm really wanna good back with you , but why you can't at the same day thursday just like you forgive jasmine then also forgive me ? why you must wait until friday then back home only read my blog then you say very hurt ?
you know i last few day was trying to explain and apologize with you , but you ad told me that : you no need explain , i no angry you . but im trying to talk with you . you also the same face to me like bo song ! so now you see.. who will get more hurt? Since you say ntg with me ad, then i talk to you just like with the wind just blow away ? huh ? no one was answer me and no one was smile with me . i'm just like really feel very shame and no face ..
Btw ,i can say i was not take all the things also blame it to you . because i'm just saying the real things that who was missunderstand me, im just saying my feeling , and this is my blog , please don't add too much salt to her , this problem is only me and her ,anyone please don't go and kacau ! so until now , you're still my best friend, ntg will change our relationship until the end ! : )
just peace my girl ~
and i wanna say thanks to you because you still treat me as friend ~ but me too !!
take care and have a great day .
irynn .
sign out = i won't write anything about you anymore , and this is the last time : ) just hope that we really can like last time jiu ok le . ~ peace !
- i'll say anything at here - the end : )

- my mango again , muahahaha -

today just went to jusco again . but it's different . it was me and wan leng ~ heik ~ just watch a movie name call ( Confessions of a Shopaholic )

I can say i was damn in love with this movie .. it's was so great and funny ~

And it was talking about girl's shopping and alot of funny part too ~ haha..

so enjoy today .. and take some picture in mango again .. lols.. ( boring right ? ) but no choice . who call the god make me so love mango ? ish ~~

that's all : ) bye ~~

- nothing else i can say -

lols.. damn boring in this few day ~ .. and now i damn pek cek and bo song de..
she/he also don't know why abit things also will get mad of us ? ..i also don't know what's wrong to him/her ? isit i do wrong anything to you ? or is i go and teach them to ponteng sekolah ? ish !
i can say im really get mad jor ~ actually i was really really really wan back to school at 8.am , but she/he say don't wan back,she/he wan with his bf/gf together..But i can say real lar..the most right is me and i'm really wan to back school de, but the truth is i can't back , you wan i leave her/him alone at cino ma? And you wan i alone back to school , no scare will tio dangerous ma? im really don't understand what happen to you ? And i was trying to apologize with you . but what you say? - nothing a . i no angry of you a . i no angry and you no need explain to me . that's weird man ~ since is you say nothing and not angry of me , but why i 'm trying talk with you,and you are only silent and diam diam and face turn then straight go away.. huh?? apa ini ?? and at the back you just talk with her/him back..but me leh? you know i was very hurt too ?? !!
I just can say i'm soo damn dissapointed to you ad .. i always believe in you and you are my dear , best friend : )
But i really can't believe you are so small gas and little bit thing's also will get mad de people ! haizz.... but i know you're just care about us only will get mad of us..
anyway , i really hope that we really can good back . no hate no pain ~ : )
that's my feeling and i just say until here only .
- nothing else i can say -