wish to be well

我真希望可以放弃他更快，
虽然很难，不过我再也不会像以前的那么软弱和给人欺负。
说真的， 不管是学校或哪里也没有一个人可以能够完全了解我的心。。
人真的还有很多路要走，面对和勇敢才对。
有时候，一些朋友给了我意见，但最后还是失败了很多次和真的不是象他们想像得那么简单的
haiz , 我可以说的是 ：人生就像一场戏，每人一定会有两面的时候

[人不能可以很完美，不过都有分好和坏的, 人也会遇到很多挫折]

我的头脑每天都在想一些很远但却带点恶心的东西，因为我真的非常希望我的未来就是成为一个心理医生。。
我想大家一定会说这未免会太难给我了对不对？！
其实我这个人也没什么特别，读书也不太理想，也不是很富有，就但愿我的心真的非想不可的
虽然，我的人真的好像很没什么用的。。不过我非常有信心有一天我一定可以证明给所有人知道我的能力依然很固定，不会变，不会想轻以放弃

那，就祝我好运吧

Failed

Going out for dinner =) ^^

At last decisions,

the fitness i'm not going ad..what a bad news..

Morning just argue with my parents..i feel they're saying the right way to me also..

And sorry that i'm not a good girl and manners to you all =(

Anyways,when finish my spm I'm sure going and my bro also do promise will gimme do fitness since i reach 18 . haha

even it's failed,but for me never mind lol..make it the next time then, still young worry about what ?? now is sweet 16 bukan bitter 61 ma.. hahaha

pass is Bad but still such a nice day for me **

Rynnsslovxss

Hadfun

Last night just went aeon with my dear jas, we went there about 1.40pm
we ate at sakae sushi , watch a korean movie the chow..
i've learn how to speak korean too.hehe
At night,we continue ate at Vietnam kitchen .
Here's the picture =)

After aeon,jas friend fetch us to pool club for a while , back home sharp 12 am !

tired but had fun

梁愛蕓

Just better

feeling so great now! because the dues i think he would not come to disturb me anymore just so far so good .. haha

even though I will felt pity for him sometimes it cause of something that he never knew and no one was like to be friend with him from start to the end ..

maybe just some attitude or personal problems so that making all those people who also were scared of him so escape from him in every time ..

So far so i hope he exchangeable it better lol , then after that next time when i saw him back someday plus maybe he'll become much better ?Ingenuous, we don't know , and everyone it will change for someday too .. everybody sure got their own good n bad right.maybe he just not yet meet up some big problem so that it'll never change for his bad attitude i guess ..

start from now maybe he also will felt timid of me already , no matter in where we cross over or saw each other it were also felt embarrassed and nothing to talk anymore ..

that's it from now until the end , another good news is i'm going say my mood totally crazy great !! hope this will bringing me everyday =)

Rynnsslovxss .

My new watch

Saturday ,

Me,yee len,lisa,chin wen,chihang,lisa bf,lisa sis,bryan

it was chin wen and chi hang birthday , so we at aeon do celebrate with the two little cute girl too.

We watched G-force , what a cute funny movie . hahaha..really funny

After that , they wanna watch Where Got Ghost .

but then i think , I've been watched the second jor ..

Ingenuous , I'm really DA stupid ! why I'm still buy the ticket and watch with them wor??

IT IS THE THIRD TIME !! ki siao =.=

but just watched about 15 minutes i already can't control myself .

it's super boring and nothing can make me scare and funny anymore.. like hell only

then i outed the cinema and meet with my mum n dad cause they're shopping there too =)

Plus I've brought a nice new watch for myself , it cost Rm 329 ^^ really love it much

hehe

Rynnsslovxss

Jogging , Sunday

Yesterday ,

just went to at BOTANIC jogging with yinyin,nicole,eilin,chermaine ..

to be honestly, we're not jogging at all .. just on keep gossip ( LOL )

After jogging , my dear = cole,eilin,yin were reach my house for bath after that straight go through aeon for movie . but too bad , eilin was not going with us

we watched the sorority row .. i can say this movie just crazy scary , and i still remember i'm scared over like when i wan to cover my eyes suddenly my fingers are POK until my eyes pain like hell !

JUST SUPER DUPER SCARY AND AT THE LAST NIGHT I CAN'T SLEEP WELL AT ALL =.=

after the movie,nicole's mum fetched me back home . thx alot =)

just fun , enjoyed with my dear friends too

rynnsslovxss

We were still young

Alright ,
finally now i can take a big breaths to write this post for you dues ,
Today , I'm gonna say my feelings out .. i think i can't control and always just silent ~
last few days and today just heard some of my friend told me that you like me . i was totally shock !
i ain't no reason that why you'll suddenly like me ,
I've no idea why I'm just treat you as friend , but you'll think i treat you maybe is i like or love you ??
And , now we are still young and i don't think me are suitable for you too seriously ..
just my attitude not suitable with you la , sure one day you'll starting to regretful ..
seriously i don't ever like to hurt anyone especially is you dues ,
just because you're my friend , I'll illicit once of the day you'll use the like suddenly it will become LOVE
like is better than love , because once you love a person and you wanna give up that feelings it's just so painful and horrible .. so i glad you is like me it will better than that but still hope as fast you could give up .
i won't straight away to say you or scold you , I'm just trying be very ingenuous to you ..
i swear I'll never scold you , ignore you , let it be dues ..
you're my friend,i really never hope to see you let all the people laugh or shame on you ..

But , i won't ignore you to like me or so close with me ..
just better don't be so near me or become more closer lo, but still have allot things ambiguous lol..haiz , hard to say ..
just remember it , we were still friend . wish you could understand too
then , stop
=.=

Rynnsslovxss

Blue =)

Love Blue , New life =)

Rynnsslovxss

是时候忘掉他...

我。。我。。我。。我。。我。。我。。我。。我。。我。。我。。
我是不是应该时候忘掉他了吗 ？？
有时爱情的东西真的很难受和度过。。我也喜欢他非常深和好像不能没有他那样。。
我每次在我的部落格写关于他的事都是打华语字，因为我希望他不知道我在打什么。哈
我又是听到我的朋友告诉我你有出去都约他们，你以前并不是这样的。你会叫我约我，让我还暗爽 LOL 。。不过现在我根本什么都不是也没有了。。
我可以说我的心真地痛到比世界某日还不够的痛而也快要碎了 ！！实在太难受了 ！
我很难接受，很难呼吸，很难能每晚都睡的安宁，很难忘掉你，终还是不能放弃你 ！！
我不懂为什么我会变得那么脆弱，说实在。。我也不想的，只是我太过分的爱上你了
太爱你反而只让我跟难受和不能很自然的开心，所以我打算利用或试试给我一年后，我觉得我就会忘了你的一切，也或许我终于找到一个新的他可以比你跟好的也说不定
所以，现在我认为要现在放弃你是不可能而也太难做到的。。不过时间，事情一变的话，或许可能我们再见面我想我也不懂你是谁了。。
我对我自己说的，我一定可以的 ！我也不希望我的家人或者是朋友每次为我为难和伤心
愛雲 , 你是可以的！ 加油 !

Rynnsslovxss

So hard to believe it > 2012 <

Singapore Trip

I know my blog totally looks dead =.=
Just back from Singapore on friday morning till last night i was back in Malaysia at 4 am !!
I was really tired tilllllllllll................................................................ ntg to say ~
I'll went there is because my mom's sister that her parents there having married plus they all i one person also dono LOL
Erma , pic ? nope . cause no bring phone + camera = very stupid right ?? and this is my first time going Singapore..also dono when will go there again ..
I love their Taxi , Train fast till super chio + scary xD ! , Forest , Hotel .
But i most dislike is their food lo.. Not nice , even the fried kuey tiao ppl is cook like spicy and salt taste ma right ?? but singapore is sweet , very wet , no spicy at all even we called them to add chili . Look the different !!!
But not all taste also kns la , but i do love Chicken rice from there . chili is enough spicy . xD
Seriously , not really enjoy there . just brought some t-shirt and some accessories for myself =)
Singapore many trees + new buildings + New branded shop + very clean in every places xD !

L'ts have some fun in singapore , i wanna take a ride on your disco stick . - lady gaga = love game . LOL

that's all , bye

Rynnsslovxss